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[23 May 2007|10:51pm] [ music | Bigfoot ] Come on Freedom Cage, roll me to safety!! I never thought I would get out of there alive.. 1 Sucked my weiner

YOU CAN'T FUCKIN BRING ME DOWN! [19 Jan 2007|12:25pm] [ mood | Just Fine ] [ music | Saosin ] I owe a shit load of money I have very few friends I have a new engine for my car My family trys to love me but find it hard I am in love Im in a band that is awesome I hate alot in my life Yet Im happy Sometimes I get depressed...but thats life One day everything will be alright And im gonna stick around and wait for that day to come. Believe me I've been down that road.... 1 Sucked my weiner

[21 Dec 2006|03:32pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Not Alone - All That Remains ] What have I become? 2 Sucked my weiner

[05 Nov 2006|11:23pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | misery signals ] your words confuse me your thoughst unknown your lips tell tales but your face unshown there has to be something more thats what you'll say i'll show you something more just give me one day she will love again on my grave she will. I'll love you always and forever just give me that much time Sucked my weiner

[05 Nov 2006|04:35am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | none ] I've never felt like this before. I Love You Sucked my weiner

[27 Oct 2006|12:49am] [ mood | out of it ] [ music | Sky Eats Airplane ] well it's been awhile since i updated, i turned 19. no biggie but i did. uhm right now i have an ear infection which i have had for 4 days....it really sucks, but thank you sam for taking care of me. uhm today was my dads b-day so i made him dinner, that made him happy.....uhm i havent been doing anything lately, all i have been doing is sitting on my ass all day long..... lucky me. saturday i am going to a halloween party, and my costume is fucking awesome, its a granny with a baby on her back, you would have to see it to understand....its perfect.... uhm yeah things with sam are great, i am the happiest i've ever been right now, and that good, im normally never happy so thank you sam for putting up with me, and i love you very much. damn my fuckin ear hurts....pain killers are the best thing ever, all day i have been out of it, but i like it, and wish i had more....but oh well uhm i am gonna go have a smoke and some cake, cuz im cool and want some fuckin cake..... Take the rules of this shit, that's why I keep a revolver I've been heard you're robbers, don't want no other robbers boy I done and scald ya, with pistol slapped cross mouth Reach in niggaz pockets, and take yo money out When you know what's goin', you got cheese, I got dope For da 900th stone, I got peas, I got coke ain't no credit give man you could get from round here Niggas robbing, niggas banging niggas slangin' down here 1 Sucked my weiner

[13 Oct 2006|10:41pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | Powerman 5000 ] Lonely Bored Depressed Feeling Used Sad In Love Thirsty Awake Alone Cold Lost Hungry Confused Pissed She's so Beautiful Nickleback Old Feeling Wishful Unaware Hopeful Useless All The Feelings That Run Through Me Daily Sucked my weiner

[08 Oct 2006|01:45pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Strapping Young Lad ] Homecoming was pretty cool, I learned how to dance, and me and wayne dance with the negros...thats was fun.... Mari's was cool too.... at the begining I had a weird vibe, but I dont know, you know me im crazy... I got completely shitfaced, which was nice I guess, because I rarely drink...overall a good night, and a night to remeber..... I Love You.. 2 Sucked my weiner

[05 Oct 2006|09:45pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | August Burns Red ] FUCK PERSCRIPTION MEDICATION! ALL THEY DO IS CHANGE PEOPLE AND THAT IS NOT COOL 1 Sucked my weiner

[13 Sep 2006|09:26pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | my band ] today was a weird day, i played basketball a lot, and sat around....plus i sang the songs i have to memorize for band practice on friday. sam came over after school which was cool cuz i love her. but it was weird, i think we were both sad or something, but i dont know, i just know that i love her and i want her to realize that. sometimes i think she dosent beleive me, and she thinks that i am going to leave her but im not.... she stops my depression though, which is awesome..... just know that i love you. i am kinda in the band again, which is cool because i like to sing and thats the only way i can do it basically....plus its good music and the people are creative... some guy keeps calling me for a job, but i dont have a ride to get there and get an app.. but its a good paying job, its welding and they are going to train me on the job, so once i have transportation i will have a job. wayne, my neighbor kind of just stop being my friend....thats not cool. whatever, life goes on. 4 Sucked my weiner

[05 Sep 2006|02:08pm] [ mood | FUCK SCHOOL ] [ music | Thursday ] FUCK SCHOOL well i registered for school today, i am going tomorrow....should suck balls. now i have to go to school and deal with peoples shit all day long.... oh-well, i've got more important shit to worry about.... now that i am going to school, i will never see Sam, which really upsets me.. i dont have to go, but i am going so i can study for my GED....."thumbs down" i really want to drive again, so i can stop relying on others to get from place to place. might not have a license for a long time, but i will still drive once i get a job and a car.. fuck not driving, it's one of the only things that makes me sane.. FUCK SCHOOL 2 Sucked my weiner

[01 Sep 2006|06:44pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Coheed & Cambria ] I just got back from chuckies house yesterday.....it was fun, chuckies house is my home away from home. When im there I feel like i belong there, and like people want me there.... Ever since I left, I have been depressed, I sit around, finding nothing to do, so i sit on this stupid ass computer all day.... My dad says I have to find something productive to do with my time... so tomorrow I start doing lawn work....fuckin awesome.. If it wasnt for a few people, I would have probably never came back.. over there I work, and I make money, and I have fun...its a chain, and a pretty good chain too...here all I fuckin do is sit on my ass, and get in trouble.... One thing I am happy about is that I get to see my boo... I missed her like woah, and I am effing happy to finally be able to see her... 1 Sucked my weiner

[20 Aug 2006|11:11pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Parkway Drive - A Cold Day In Hell ] -Parkway Drive- The incisions is your wrist were all for show. Just like you. He epitome of self indulgence. Another farce. A charade and another set of crocodile tears. So serenade her with your last pathetic suicide love song. Broken hearts never mend. But fools never move one. And now shes gone because of you. And once again Youre the epitome of pure self destruction. Cupid never found his mark. As we await the insertion of blades on flesh. You part the skin and tell of blades on blood. So part the fucking skin. To tell the blades on blood. She said. She said goodbye. So cry me a fucking river bitch. You wouldnt Know love if it crushed you fucking chest. Let go. You wouldnt know love if it crushed your fucking chest. razors, roses and a black tomorrow They never showed any affection to anything but your ego. A tragedy of errors at the best of times. You are everything thats wrong wit me. Youre everything that I despise. You are everything I dreamed would die. You are everything that fades away and slowly dies. Will you bleed for me when suicide seems so yesterday? Will you bleed for me? Will you fucking bleed for me when suicide... It's so yesterday. It's all so fucking yesterday -Romance Is Dead- Sucked my weiner

[17 Aug 2006|04:13pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | Nickleback ] WOW!!! I'M A FUCKING LOSER!!?! DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DIDN'T KNOW 2 Sucked my weiner

[15 Aug 2006|05:52pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Three 6 Mafia ] yeah.........the weekend was awesome, i loved time with sam, i had fun. i want to go back up north it was peacful. uhm....wayne was crazy while i was gone...he didnt know what to do. i smoked right when i got home, i think im an addict. dude i've been with you for 3 months!! I love you. 1 Sucked my weiner

[07 Aug 2006|11:39am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | The Postal Service ] I miss my homie in taylor chuckie, he is like a brother to me....i wish i could get him to come her or i could go there.....but i dont know probably wont happen. CHuCKie Is THe SHiT!!! something needs to happen right now Sucked my weiner

[06 Aug 2006|12:49pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Blue October ] I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't loose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I found out I can't make it go away, just make it stop Come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered "How could you did this to me?" Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you 1 Sucked my weiner

[05 Aug 2006|01:24pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Heaven Shall Burn ] im alone it's hot im hungry dude....if you want to hangout....just call me how is it that whenever i am alone, i come to realize that i have not one true friend, besides opey. it kinda pisses me off, because i have nothing to look forward to, no one to make plans with, it really sucks. i guess i just wonder what happend. i think i am begining to lose my mind. In the end there is nothing. Was there always nothing? 3 Sucked my weiner

[02 Aug 2006|05:08pm] [ mood | i dont know ] [ music | i dont know ] all of the little things that piss you off a little bit, can really piss you off in the end... 1 Sucked my weiner

[02 Aug 2006|12:56pm] [ mood | fuck you ] [ music | shit ] Woah!!!! i dont like the person i have became, i dont know why i let myself get so out of hand. im not running from anything, or trying to escape. i've changed, i know i have, you know i have... i'll figure it out, eventually....... i've become closer to my homies over the week...it's weird... Sucked my weiner

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